The Bad I'm hugely disappointed. Don't get me wrong, the tournament was awesome and except for a few details the organization was highly professional. What I'm unhappy about was my own performance. I feel like I under-performed really bad. To say things straight out, I lost in the first round. It's not the fact that I lost in the first round that bugs me. Every other competitor does, in a [single-elimination tournament] . There's an important difference, however, between doing your best and losing with dignity on the one hand, and just not fighting well on the other hand. Consider [my last full-contact bout] - even though I lost those finals, I'm much more content with that fight than [the corresponding half-finals] . Did my best, put up a great fight and got knocked out in the last round. Stuff happens, that's just part of the game we play. Still, this time, I lost before even setting foot on the mat. There's a couple of reasons for that, most o...